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its 11:11, make a sandwich 2000-12-11<>18:59:23 this, i shamelessly stole from a boy online. i know not his name, but his diary is found here. this is a completel the sentance test, so i did just that. I would like to� sleep for a long, long time. Tomorrow I will� forget. My mother� makes me feel awkward I wish that I� could stop wishing I cannot� and most definately should not, but i will. If only I� wasn't so hypocritical. I worry about� michael. Girls�, horrible creatures, myself included. I am ashamed� that i dont love more. I am afraid� for others. I hope� that i can stop hoping. My father�tries. I like� being alone, sometimes; but too much loneliness is saddening. I don't like� my previous response, its so hypocritical. In school I� learn (and sometimes i think i am the only one). I love� not enough. Boys� dont like me, in that way. It isn't nice to� hate. im sorry. Mother should�stay away. My teacher� should stop pretending. There are times when� i need to shut down. I hate� my brain. It makes me sad to� know that people that i care about are not happy or well. If I only knew� what was going on. I would like most to� be there. My home is� not right. |