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---change subject--- 2000-10-31<>21:37:02 im feeling kind of odd. ---change subject--- today i was in such the mood to go over to maine to visit cynthia. i dont know, she just seems like the perfect person to go visit. i cannot wait until i go there this winter. she has goats. it snows in maine. she has goats. ---change subject--- i miss someone. i miss someone a lot. i can tell that my friends are tired of me talking about this person, but i cannot help it. i emailed this person tonight, i hope that they write me back, because i am terribly worried. ---change subject--- i have been talking about boys a lot at school. it is kind of fun, but i am ashamed of it. i do not like being a girl and i do not like admitting that i talk about boys. oh well, talking about boys is fun. cynthia should come over so we could talk about boys together ---change subject--- i am trying not to talk bad about people behind their backs (or in front of their faces) anymore. it has hurt too many people's feelings and i guess it really sucks for them. i dont want to do that anymore. why dont people ever do that horrible stuff to me? it would make me feel better ---change subject--- i still miss that person. a lot. ---change subject--- i think today i realized why i am so mean. i think that i like to see how far i can get before people snap or something. i guess people are a lot nicer than i assume because they never say anything. i really should stop this. i probably wont, but i should. ---change subject--- i really want cynthia to be happy. tee hee |