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2002-04-09<>8:27 p.m.

i dont understand how you can just look someone straight in the eye and lie about something like that. how do you live with yourself knowing that you just take advantage of nice people?

i was stupid for falling for it. i should have known, and perhaps in the back of my mind, i did know, but i wanted to prove to myself that people can, in fact, be nice. but no, i was right in the first place. people cannot be trusted. i am stupid for falling for it and i feel even more naive, innocent... and taken advantage of.