when you leave:
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before all after

bye mr. jones, i hope you survive.

2002-09-04<>9:24 a.m.

im done.

last night, i went to shawns house and told him how i feel. he already knew, but i wanted to be able to say it, for my own satisfaction. of course, as i had figured, he didnt feel the same. i knew the outcome before hand, but there was still that tiny bit of hope. we talked a bit more about other random stuff, and then i went home.

so i guess it was good to get that off my chest, i mean, that was the reason i did it. i cant say that i feel better as of yet. that should hopefully come shortly.

i dont even know why im writing about this. it is rediculous.