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2002-05-22<>4:05 p.m.

i really do need to see a cardiologist. things are starting to get wierd...

for several months, now, i have had episodes where my heart just seems to be uncontrollably hard, fast, and loud. it never lasts more than a couple seconds, but its just kind of freaking seeing as how it happens when i am not doing anything active.

its like "la la la.. i am sitting at the comptuer doing nothing.... la la.... oh shit, it feels like my heart is going to leap out of my chest"

or when i am driving.

or when i am at work.

or whenever.

this usually happens like once a day, or a couple times every couple days. its kind of wierd and disturbing. kinda scary. but yeah, i need to see a doctor soon.