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dead. 2001-05-28<>11:11 p.m. its 11:11, make a sandwich. today i ate: one (1) bowl of cheerios one (1) bowl of granola with vanilla yogurt. i feel like a fucking loser and i am embarrassed of the fact that i am not happy so often. i must get annoying to everyone and i am embarrassed of the fact that i overreact. not to mention that even when i KNOW that i am wrong, i continue to think the way i do, because i do that. someone tell my brain to stop. i realize that i act this way, but i cannot stop it. man, im stupid.