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2001-04-15<>8:59 p.m.

Insanely Hip: i think that reguardless of what i say, i am just lonely and i want companionship. OR. i am just trying to figure things out

Insanely Hip: i feel like i am trying too hard to like him

Insanely Hip: i also feel like i am an idiot thinking this hard about something stupid like this

Insanely Hip: i feel like i dont have the right to even think about stuff like this

Insanely Hip: "youre too young to worry about this stuff. just go outside and play now"

Insanely Hip: tell me... why do i feel like i am always too young to be dealing with this kind of stuff, yet i feel so insanely far behind

Insanely Hip: i am lame